Hi Life.
It seems like I am trying this again after so long. Almost five years moving forward. And again, I am stuck in a position that I do not seem to have control over anything.
I was once imagining a life I thought I would have, something as close to perfect as I could have it. I know that perfect is subjective, but life now seems so far from perfect if I'm being really honest.
I am torn between two things, both make me happy but both make me frustrated as well. In case that someone might be able to read this, then maybe I will keep it under wraps for now. You may be thinking that the reason I want to hide it is because it's not right for me to do this, and you're right. None of what is happening now is by any means right or good.
So let's leave it at that, coming from the past few weeks. I think in time, the world will know more. But as of tonight, I will sleep a little better knowing that I have put on paper (or blog) that I have let go of some of the pressure.
