I should be sleepy, but I'm not. It's crazy how a lot of things that happened in 2011 can make a guy go crazy. The year was basically hell, and (believe it or not) there were a lot of things I am not at all proud of that happened. Then, again, I was miserable. It was totally and completely off.
2011, started like any year, filled with hope and optimism for the coming three hundred and sixty-five days. Then, came all the let-downs, all the failures, all the disappointments. It was like nothing was going my way. Every single disappointment just crushed a little part of me each time. 2011 was horrible, but others think it wasn't as bad. To know all the let-downs, you got to find them somewhere else. Though, there were high moments too, no matter how few. But I guess, they just led to worse things.
January to March is now hazy in my memory.
However, summer this year, was something else. How was I to know that everything that was bound to happen will lead to what happened to end this year? But what did happen? Everything that is hidden, I will mention elsewhere in the dark. You're going to need the light to see it. It's crazy living this fucked up life, but what else would I be doing if it weren't this bad?
Well, I'm leaving it all behind now. So, happy new year. 2012 is here.
